Emptiness. Desolate.  Hollow.  Sometimes I feel like my chest is a gaping pit; like people can look at me and see this hole where my heart should be.  I know my heart is still there and still beating because I feel it every time it pumps, it seems. It’s like it’s tired of pretending to … Continue reading Hollow

The first covenant was made under the law. There were rules to follow, the Ten Commandments part of those laws. Ordinances were set forth for the children of Abraham that they must obey to obtain their promised glory.  The Law and birthright determined the fate of a person.  But what purpose is there in fulfillment … Continue reading Law and Faith

I'm all about perspectives. I think there are so many truths that are dependent on the point of view.  If nothing else is gained from your reading of my thoughts, I hope you take away the knowledge that not everyone sees the same way you do and not everyone processes how you do. No ONE … Continue reading Refresh

Merriam-Webster defines anchor in several ways, both as a noun and a verb. As a noun, it is used to hold a ship in a place, or to hold something firmly. An anchor is a support. In some team sports, the anchor is the team member who competes last as in a relay race. Even … Continue reading Anchors

I saw something the other day that said you can't move forward if you are holding on to the past...wow. Holding on to the past is like dropping anchor. You're rooted in place. You might get buffeted by the waves but the only thing you are doing is stirring up the muck from the deep … Continue reading Move Forward

It comes in many forms. Sometimes it hurts so bad, we can only cry out, hoping for relief. Often it feels suffocating and like we are trapped with no hope escape. Of course there is the physicality...sharp, dull, radicular, stabbing, aching, burning, numbing… we mask those pains. We can take something, put something on them, … Continue reading Pain

What is a lie? Is it just the telling of an untruth? I think lying is anything done by deception. We all tell half truths and white lies when the need arises.  When it suits our purpose.  When we are trying to protect someone else.  A lie is a dangerous thing. If left as is, … Continue reading Lies and Secrets

Done.  Sometimes there's a shift in the air...just a little change that causes a ripple. Something small. An extra character, perhaps. Maybe an accidental click. A wrong number. Just a thought.  Really that's all it takes. A thought.  A supposition that something has happened.  Or will happen.  And there it is...the shift. Why did he … Continue reading A truth…

Mark 4:23 KJV "If any man has ears to hear, let him hear." Unless our ears are opened, we will never hear of the wonderful mysteries.  Think in the natural sense, how everything is open to interpretation. Our understanding is limited by our point of view which is limited by our experiences.  If I write … Continue reading Ears to Hear