King & Country has a song "Fix My Eyes"... What is the point of life? You know, we were created by the Father in HIS image. Okay fine. And I know we all want better. We all want more. We all want to advance. We strive and struggle through this life... accumulating everything we possibly … Continue reading My Eyes…
Month: July 2021
Ulcers
Stress does not cause ulcers... NSAIDs do. Stress causes headaches Which leads to NSAID use... Which leads to ulcers. But ulcers are not caused by stress. Which is very comforting since I am under a ton of stress... I’m just suffering through the headaches... Not wanting to add the NSAIDs To the acid already building … Continue reading Ulcers
New Places
I’m a creature of habit. I’ve written plenty that states as much. But lately I’ve made some major changes.... And my habits have had to change... It is so difficult for me to be in a new place. I’ve had to survey the room, And determine who I need to put my defenses up when … Continue reading New Places
Pressure
The stinging in my eyesTells me I’m not alright. The pressure behind the lids,I know how this ends. I try to change my mind Leave the sadness behind. Thoughts go from this one to another It’s too much on my shoulders. Secrets I’ve sworn to keepAre ripping me at the seams. I just want to … Continue reading Pressure
Perfectly Imperfect
I picked up a book the other day that I had wanted to read. I carried it around the store for a good while before deciding to put it back down. I really wanted to read the book, but something told me to wait and look into it a little more before making the commitment … Continue reading Perfectly Imperfect
You no longer haunt me
For the longest time, you were everyone I met, and everywhere I went. I could not escape you. Songs playing in the store would make me remember you. I’d see something, think of you and a smile would stop halfway before it turned to pain. I’d have an experience and reach to tell you, only … Continue reading You no longer haunt me