“You bring me down” Is that not my biggest fear? The worst four words These ears can hear. I am worthless This I know to be true. But I had hoped You’d not know it too. I tried to be all Everything you want and need I’ve given everything I’ve lost all of me. But … Continue reading Breathe

The flip side of Gaslighting is often showering with gifts and ‘love’. This behavior further confuses the victim. It is a horrible cycle; a living nightmare. Honey, don’t make things up You know how much you mean To me and the kids Things aren’t what they seem. You are the best person I treat you … Continue reading Gaslight continued…

Manipulation techniques that leave the victim confused and feeling detached from reality. These victims don’t seek help because they do not realize what is happening, but often have the sense that something is “off”. This is abuse; difficult to catch and hard to overcome. That’s not the way it happened  You can’t get anything right … Continue reading Gaslight

I can’t claim to know what the peace that passes all understanding is, but I feel like I may have come close. At least I hope I have. Recently I made a decision and some changes in my life. For the first time in many years, I am at peace. I hope I’m not deceived. … Continue reading Peace that Passes Understanding

I hope I would be like David and would rather be subject to the wrath of GOD than to be victim of the judgment of men. You know the punishment would be great, but so is the LORD’S mercy. HE doesn’t just go from the exterior. Quite the contrary, HE examines the heart. Wouldn’t that … Continue reading Righteously Judged