I think I’m headed towards a breakdown.  My head is pounding  My heart is racing  I can’t catch my breath for trying to breathe.  Hyperventilating  Thoughts in my mind pacing Against the clock I’m racing And it’s all crashing down it seems.  But it’s not.  Not really.  In my mind I see clearly  Things I … Continue reading Breakdown

Always be courteous.  I was taught to treat others how I want to be treated.  In that, I do try to anticipate what another may want and help if I can. I don’t always succeed, but I do try.  Even when I’m frustrated with someone, I still try to be courteous…it is the ‘right thing … Continue reading Courtesy

Like throwing darts at the board and seeing what sticks, I’ve been trying to write a little note for you all.  I’ve written several times about how on the surface things can seem wonderful but beneath it, things are far from well.  I become so overwhelmed with life that I do think of checking out.  … Continue reading Writer’s Block

I'll admit that I choose not to stay current in politics. I cannot handle knowing all that is wrong with this world. I think that this is one instance where knowledge is crippling. There has always been corruption in government; it isn't new. It is, though, now known instantly. And when people who have no … Continue reading Current Events

They say the grass isn't always greener on the other side. And I do believe, somehow, they got it right. I’ve also heard something to the effect of “the devil you know…” as opposed to what is unknown. And again, I think there is truth in that also. So which is it? Which is the … Continue reading Greener

So I was thinking about a response from one of my earlier posts… And the comment was about relationships and how we spend time with those relationships and it really got me thinking we spend so much time on negative things how we miss out on so much good. I realized that the things I … Continue reading Negative Relationships

It makes it real, doesn't it... I mean you know you have a problem, but when the tests are scheduled... It makes it real. And you really don't want it to be real. You spend your life ignoring the signs. Because you know more than what the signs show. You know that sometimes signs are … Continue reading Real or Not Real?

Sometimes I wonder if we dream things for a reason… I awoke this morning to a sound that I had heard earlier in the night… a sound that never happened… It was a notification… An email, to be exact.  But I had my phone on “do not disturb”.  Not only that, but I never received … Continue reading Wonderings…

Sometimes all we need is a shoulder to lean on so we can let go of the weight we carry. I saw a young lady lay her head on the shoulder and wrap her arm around her husband’s mother. I don’t know why it affected me the way it did; I couldn’t catch the tears, … Continue reading Shoulder