Sometimes I get so caught up in my mind and with all the shit I have going on that I forget you have your own shit you’re dealing with too.
And I’m so sorry.
Believe me, I know everyone goes through their own winter at different times and some winters are harder than others. Some winters last longer. Some are colder. Sometimes you get locked out and stuck in the ice storm, the frostbite rips your exposed skin and nothing can prepare you or warm you.
I know that sometimes you just need someone to be with you, to comfort you, to walk beside you, to listen to you, and I failed you.
I know that when it rains it pours…and for some reason, we seem to have the storms at the same time.
Or maybe, listening to my pessimistic side, maybe I’m the cause of your storm.
Maybe if I get my shit together, I’ll stop bringing you down. You know I feel that I do more harm than good. Maybe I should be quiet and leave you alone.
I’m so sorry I hurt you. I’m so sorry I bring you pain. It is never my intention to harm anyone.
I’ll keep you in my thoughts and warm you with my prayers until the spring comes back to you and the flowers bloom again.
Stay strong; it comes to pass, not to stay.