Stop feeling sorry for yourself. You can call it whatever you want, but it is pitiful. So you messed up; you missed a great opportunity; move on. Now you know what you did wrong. Grow from it. Fix your screw up. Correct your mistakes and do better.
You can’t improve if you don’t fail. You gotta get dirty sometimes. You gotta put some sweat and tears into yourself and push through the growing pains.
Stop living life in the past. Shake that shit off yourself and clean yourself up. You can move on. Look at your past you so love to dwell on and see how many times you got up after a fall. You get back up because that’s what you do. You are better than this. You are allowing yourself to stay immobile and you must get off your lazy pathetic ass and move.
Dry your eyes, wipe your nose and get over yourself. You look pathetic. You call it self evaluation. You say you hate yourself; really you are disappointed that you missed it…again. Similar mistake. You thought you had it right this time but you didn’t. It happens. This is a little speed bump because everything was going smooth and you were getting comfortable. This is a wake up call. You’ve become complacent, in your walk with GOD, in your work, in your relationships.
You were coasting. You forgot you had to work for what you want. This is a blessing. It reminded you of why you get up every day and why you have to work so hard and pay attention. You got slack. Suck it up and move on.
You cannot go back to that darkness. You are a child of the light. Look at how far you’ve come. Look at what you’ve been through; you’ve pulled yourself out of far worse. Thank GOD for waking you up. Thank GOD for this bump. Thank GOD for this test and HE will see you through it as HE has all the other times.
Complacency kills. Be thankful for this pause because it has contributed to your rebirth. You are continuously growing, continuously going to have pain and setbacks but you will thrive. Keep going.
2 thoughts on “You Suck; So What”
I don’t know what I did but I do know I need to move on. It’s not easy and I will have bad days but it’s time to do something about it. I love your honesty. Keep it coming!!!