It’s my FACE!I want to yellFurrowed brow Above cold eyes Pale, thin lipsIn a straight line No creasesFrom a smileNo color Or soft edges This is me!I’m not a friend I am meanAnd full of hate Watch your backYou cannot trustA blank stare,Frozen expressionLet me scream It’s just my face!This facade I hide behind Keeps me safeShelters my heartI’m ruthlessOnly I’m notI’m insecure I’m sensitive And this … Continue reading My Face
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Processes
I’d read something somewhere… It was instructions for how to do something, like bicep curls, or something similar. Maybe it was a video… I’m not sure the format, but the point was to go slow. Well, that doesn’t work for me. I get my workouts in where I can and to get the reps, I … Continue reading Processes
Unclear
Empty, hollow, Like a never ending echo,Reverberating off the walls; Indistinct and unclear.Head pulsating,Rhythmic and methodical beats,Vision dancing at rapid speed Indistinct and unclear. Shake this feeling,I can’t seem to make it through this,My life is quickly becoming Indistinct and unclear.
Blinking Cursors
Do you ever want to type a message to someone but you sit there and stare at the blinking cursor, not knowing what to say? Like you have something on your mind, but you can’t get it to meet your fingers or you can’t even form the words? You just sit there and stare, willing … Continue reading Blinking Cursors
The Madness in Me
Slowly, gently, stroking my faceWiping the hairs from my browTucking them back behind my earHow delicate I feel just now!Leaning in close, the warmth I feelThe breath upon my fleshI close my eyes so I can feel The rhythm inside my chest The slow caress, the gentle touch Tracing the curves of my soulLovingly, tenderly … Continue reading The Madness in Me
Frantic Pacing
I feel so small right nowtight in a ball right nowstuck in my feelings right nowdon't like this feeling right nowmy insecurities are growingmy self doubt isn't slowinglike a disease overflowingparanoid: is it showing?!?I hear voicesand noiseswhispersand snickersQuiet talking all around melow self esteem wrapped around meparalyzing fear seeps around mewant to hide from all … Continue reading Frantic Pacing
All Over the Place
So, I’ve been doing a good bit of soul-searching lately. And I’m quite confused. Part of me is like “Oh, okay, that’s gotta be it…” and another part is saying “But wait, what about this…?” Do you ever feel like you take one step forward and five steps back? It’s like the harder you try … Continue reading All Over the Place
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