Nothing is ‘by chance’. I think of my own life and how every person is carefully placed. Timing and circumstances align just so to orchestrate what seems like random events. That’s the thing… Our plans and everything we do to try to get ahead or get away are part of a larger plan. Look at … Continue reading Lost
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Crashing
My body is shaking Tremors run throughout My eyesight is fadingBurning in a drought My heartbeat is racingWorried it’ll just give outMy lungs are exploding Forcing air in n out My mind is spinningHamster wheel in motion Each nerve is tingling ‘lectric waves, churning oceanMy ears are ringingA deafening explosionCan’t shake this feeling Too intense … Continue reading Crashing
Frantic Pacing
I feel so small right nowtight in a ball right nowstuck in my feelings right nowdon't like this feeling right nowmy insecurities are growingmy self doubt isn't slowinglike a disease overflowingparanoid: is it showing?!?I hear voicesand noiseswhispersand snickersQuiet talking all around melow self esteem wrapped around meparalyzing fear seeps around mewant to hide from all … Continue reading Frantic Pacing
All Over the Place
So, I’ve been doing a good bit of soul-searching lately. And I’m quite confused. Part of me is like “Oh, okay, that’s gotta be it…” and another part is saying “But wait, what about this…?” Do you ever feel like you take one step forward and five steps back? It’s like the harder you try … Continue reading All Over the Place
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