I’ve had some health scares lately…
I’ve been advised that I need to go on a particular medicine, one that many people take. But, I don’t want to do it.
Three different specialists have suggested this medication, none consulting the other…
Instead of outright agreeing, I have been watching my numbers, and praying…
The three of them have started the process of getting this medicine approved…
Yet I am praying…
And working hard…
Fighting this with all I have. And fighting against some people who want me to take the medication…because they want what’s best for me…
From the outside, you cannot tell a difference in me.
I still look how I did a year ago, three years ago when all of this began.
It hasn’t been easy.
Like I said, you cannot tell a difference in me, but my numbers are improving. Six months ago, I didn’t think I would still be here…
Even those closest to me have asked why I have seemed to not care, but they don’t see the work I am putting in. I am constantly working on me, just not where anyone can see it.
The things done in silence will always come to light.
My numbers are improving.
That medicine isn’t an option any more; my health is too good to qualify at this point.
And I couldn’t be happier.
Perhaps the medication would have been easier, but easier isn’t always better.
And this work I am doing is making me a better person than the medication would.
I still look the same on the outside, but on the inside, I am a brand new woman.
And I couldn’t be happier.
Praise the LORD; HE has worked a wonder in me that I didn’t think possible. Praise HIM for every little improvement that I have made and continue to make. GOD is so good and I am so unworthy of HIS Grace, but HE has blessed me with HIS Mercy and guidance. Thank you LORD for all YOUR many blessings YOU constantly give me. HE is working in me and hopefully through me.
Keep praying and praising the LORD! HE never fails; HIS love never ends. Hallelujah!
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