Fear

Hello? 
I’m scared
Can you hear me?
Is anyone there? 
I’ve faced my demons
I’ve looked at death
But this thing I face
Takes my breath.
It’s nameless,
I can’t put into words
Feelings of fear,
Shame and hurt. 
It’s taken reason,
Logic, and so much more 
I’m a shell of the girl
I was before. 
I’m frozen with fear,
Paralyzed without,
Thoughts can form
But not come out. 
I can’t move
Or speak,
I’ve lost all,
I am so weak. 
Are you there?
Can you hear me?
Do you care?
Are you listening?
I’m yelling for help;
I’m calling your name,
Look at me,
See my pain. 
I may be strong,
You don’t see me fall,
But my GOD
Gets me through it all. 
HE hears me,
When I can’t speak,
HE sees me 
When I am weak. 
HE wraps me
Up in HIS arms,
Takes my fear
And cheers my heart.