Lowly

I often sit in the background. I prefer to sit behind other people; not because I devalue my self worth, but because of my pride.  You see, I am confident in my abilities, but I don’t need to be loud about them. My actions speak far louder than any of my words ever will.  I … Continue reading Lowly

Lost

Nothing is ‘by chance’. I think of my own life and how every person is carefully placed. Timing and circumstances align just so to orchestrate what seems like random events.  That’s the thing… Our plans and everything we do to try to get ahead or get away are part of a larger plan.  Look at … Continue reading Lost

Am I?

Am I?Dear Lord,Am I one of those who is an impostor?Do I?Dear Lord,Do I call on your namein vain?Have I?Dear Lord, Have I blasphemed your precious name?Am I?Dear Lord,Am I forever lostfrom your love and grace?Am I?Dear Lord,Am I guilty of sin,full of shame?Oh Lord,Pardon me. Have mercy on and forgive me. Am I?Dear Lord,I need you,please cover me. 

Thine

”saying, Father, if thou be willing, remove this cup from me: nevertheless not my will, but thine, be done.“ ‭‭Luke‬ ‭22‬:‭42‬ ‭KJV‬‬ I’m in a bit of a place, and have been for a while now. My thoughts have been on this bitterness I’ve been drinking, begging for it to be removed.  Or perhaps for … Continue reading Thine

All Things

I’ve always been drawn to Philippians 4:13, but lately it’s taken on a whole new meaning.  I don’t think the intention is that I can do anything, but rather the Lord can do the unimaginable in me.  Paul says he is full yet hungry at the same time. He has famine and plenty… How can … Continue reading All Things

Happier

I’ve had some health scares lately… I’ve been advised that I need to go on a particular medicine, one that many people take. But, I don’t want to do it.  Three different specialists have suggested this medication, none consulting the other… Instead of outright agreeing, I have been watching my numbers, and praying… The three … Continue reading Happier

Selfish

I want to be selfish.I want to say what I think and feel.I want to put it all out there and get it off my chest.Damnit, I want to yell.But you know what? I can’t.I can’t say what I think and feel.I can’t get it off my chest. I can’t put it all out there and let … Continue reading Selfish

Mercy

We think we have more power than we do.  I know I do… I blame myself for so much… Not being the Mother I should have been… Pushing my children away because of how I speak… But my prayer has always been that the Lord would place my children in the path He has prepared … Continue reading Mercy