If…then

It’s what makes life fly by so fast: the hurry up and wait: the ‘if-then’… If I can make it through Saturday, then… … When I found out I was expecting my fourth child, putting it mildly, I had many thoughts…timing was crazy, in the middle of losing both my parents and just everything seeming … Continue reading If…then

Demons

I’ve always struggled with depression. I don’t think that will ever change.  It feels just like any addiction, no matter what, the outcome is the same.  But lately I’ve been thinking. And I’ve found a new point of view.  It helps that I’ve been reading my Bible day and night, through and through.  It says … Continue reading Demons

Law

Psalm 1  “Blessed is the man that walketh not in the counsel of the ungodly,...” Oh Lord, do I fail… “nor standeth in the way of sinners, Nor sitteth in the seat of the scornful.” So much, Lord, do I fail you… I feel like I stay in the counsel of the ungodly and I … Continue reading Law

Wages

I underline many verses in my Bible, but occasionally a chapter will jump out at me. It is these times when I circle the chapter number instead of marking all the verses. Job 14 is one such chapter. The first and second verses are full of meaning that strikes me in ways I cannot begin … Continue reading Wages

Blessings

We are surrounded by blessings. Praise God. I’ve been under heavy attack lately from someone but even that person can’t bring me down… I’m overwhelmed with work… My health continues to decline… I’m losing sleep… But praise God, He still showers me with blessings. I’m a work in progress, and I hope I can continue … Continue reading Blessings

Nothing

Nothing on my mind today that can settle into something coherent.  Just some thoughts that keep ebbing and flowing from time to time.  I was thinking about Faith, Hope and Charity and this feeling I have about those three that cannot be put into words at the moment.  I was thinking about ‘Duty’ and how … Continue reading Nothing

Inside

I used to think I was dead inside But I know I have a fire inside Fueled by an endless supply inside Of dreams and hopes and desires inside Things that come alive inside Awake all my senses inside Keeping me aware, not hiding inside Not dimming my flame or life inside Shining through, smiling … Continue reading Inside