Selfish

I want to be selfish.I want to say what I think and feel.I want to put it all out there and get it off my chest.Damnit, I want to yell.But you know what? I can’t.I can’t say what I think and feel.I can’t get it off my chest. I can’t put it all out there and let … Continue reading Selfish

Late Night

I read somewhere that people shouldn’t talk about their healing process. That recovery should be done quietly.  I guess I understand on some levels where that would be beneficial. You don’t discuss your plans, you just do them. When you want to get ahead at work, you do it, you don’t tell everyone what you’re … Continue reading Late Night

My Soul

“It is well with my soul…” (Horatio Spafford “When Peace Like a River”) Do we have the humility to claim that statement? Pride often prevents us from accepting blessings. Does that sound odd to you? Wouldn’t you think that pride deserves accolades? Pride is boastful, after all, right? Pride puffs up, right? So wouldn’t blessings … Continue reading My Soul

Crashing

My body is shaking Tremors run throughout My eyesight is fadingBurning in a drought My heartbeat is racingWorried it’ll just give outMy lungs are exploding Forcing air in n out My mind is spinningHamster wheel in motion Each nerve is tingling ‘lectric waves, churning oceanMy ears are ringingA deafening explosionCan’t shake this feeling Too intense … Continue reading Crashing