Nothing

Nothing on my mind today that can settle into something coherent.  Just some thoughts that keep ebbing and flowing from time to time.  I was thinking about Faith, Hope and Charity and this feeling I have about those three that cannot be put into words at the moment.  I was thinking about ‘Duty’ and how … Continue reading Nothing

Inside

I used to think I was dead inside But I know I have a fire inside Fueled by an endless supply inside Of dreams and hopes and desires inside Things that come alive inside Awake all my senses inside Keeping me aware, not hiding inside Not dimming my flame or life inside Shining through, smiling … Continue reading Inside

Knowing

“And he healed many that were sick of divers diseases, and cast out many devils; and suffered not the devils to speak, because they knew him.” Mark‬ ‭1‬:‭34‬ ‭KJV‬‬ Anyone can quote scripture. The devil knows the Bible better than most…this is what I find amazing. How many people saw the Son of God and … Continue reading Knowing

Lowly

I often sit in the background. I prefer to sit behind other people; not because I devalue my self worth, but because of my pride.  You see, I am confident in my abilities, but I don’t need to be loud about them. My actions speak far louder than any of my words ever will.  I … Continue reading Lowly

Mastermind

Watch me as I orchestrate,A universe of strife and hate. I pull the strings and let them go.Move the pieces along just so,Bending them against their willPushing them further still.I’m subtle in my determination;No inkling my goal is devastation.My puppets are bound by stringsThat to the eye remain unseen.They are completely unaware-They are trapped in my … Continue reading Mastermind

Lost

Nothing is ‘by chance’. I think of my own life and how every person is carefully placed. Timing and circumstances align just so to orchestrate what seems like random events.  That’s the thing… Our plans and everything we do to try to get ahead or get away are part of a larger plan.  Look at … Continue reading Lost

Am I?

Am I?Dear Lord,Am I one of those who is an impostor?Do I?Dear Lord,Do I call on your namein vain?Have I?Dear Lord, Have I blasphemed your precious name?Am I?Dear Lord,Am I forever lostfrom your love and grace?Am I?Dear Lord,Am I guilty of sin,full of shame?Oh Lord,Pardon me. Have mercy on and forgive me. Am I?Dear Lord,I need you,please cover me. 

Thine

”saying, Father, if thou be willing, remove this cup from me: nevertheless not my will, but thine, be done.“ ‭‭Luke‬ ‭22‬:‭42‬ ‭KJV‬‬ I’m in a bit of a place, and have been for a while now. My thoughts have been on this bitterness I’ve been drinking, begging for it to be removed.  Or perhaps for … Continue reading Thine