It’s almost like I can’t breathe
This feeling suffocating me
A darkness surrounding me
Caressing and enveloping me.
I can’t see it, but I know
This grip won’t let go,
Elusive yet steady hold,
Willing me to lose control.
Just give up, give in
Let the darkness win,
There’s no rest when
This fight doesn’t end.
I don’t want to fight it
I’m tired of even tryin’
I’m so sick of all this cryin’
At times it’s like I’m dyin’
I’m fine but I feel numb
Like I’m here but I’m gone
Joy went and left me alone
With darkness for a home
Make peace, not war?
What am I fighting for?
Who am I fighting for?
I don’t know anymore…
I’ve lost myself again,
Don’t know where I’ve been,
Everything seems to spin,
This darkness from within…