Just Thoughts

Rarely do we ever have it easy… especially on multiple fronts… usually, life hits us from several sides at once. 

All the negativity-all we do is complain to each other and about each other. I mean sometimes, we need to vent, you know, let out a little steam. Sometimes we need to share a little of our burden. That’s good. We are meant to share the load. None of us can do it all alone. We each have unique gifts and talents to use for various purposes. 

I feel like I fail so much. I try to be a light, but so much of the time, I feel the cracks, not the light. I see the broken pieces, not the shining example. 

When someone comes at me harshly, my first response is to attack back or play defense. It takes me a bit, but I try to change how I comment. I might even try to go out of my way to be nice. Kill them with kindness. Not always, but sometimes. 

I’m so tired. 

It’s exhausting fighting battles every single day. 

I thank God He is with me and I’m not alone.

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